The Square Hole

"I have a strange sense of inhabiting reality in which I do not quite seem to fit.  I suspect that I keep getting tangled up in things not because I fail to see them but because I imagine myself to be configured other than I am.  I think of myself as a round peg trying to fit into a round hole, while unaware that I have become a square peg."…..Buddhism Without Beliefs: A Contemporary Guide to Awakening by Stephen Batchelor.  ……So where do I find the square hole into which I will fit?  Perhaps there is none?  If that is true, how do I come to terms with that?  I don't really believe there is none.  I just haven't yet found it.  But I'm getting closer, of that I'm sure. In part because I'm creating the square hole.  Thanks be to God!