Still on Pause

During the recent heavy rainstorms, my TV went out, so I covered its face with a beautiful piece of African textiles (bought in Santa Fe, actually) that I'm enjoying far more than the blank screen.  Or even the screen when it's not blank.  Yoga class at 10 will increase my stillness. ........  By the way, I just Googled Ireland Wild Geese and learned more about the reason for the sculpture in the photo of a day or two ago.  Generally, it refers to the men leaving Ireland to fight in Spain and France primarily during the  17th  and 18th centuries.  .......  My study yesterday of Alice Bailey's writings filled me with thoughtful considerations - like What is my Soul?  What is my Spirit?  Are they the same?  Are they different?  If so, how?  Can I be truly connected to other spiritual beings now?  Or, am I fantasizing?  Does it matter?  More to the point,  what does matter?  .....Strange.  It just dawned on me - I remember when I was a very small girl, no not small, young....my father often said "Can't you talk without asking questions? All you do is ask 'Why?' or 'What?' "